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| William F. Buckley, Jr, courtesy of PBS |
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| Cartoon by Oliphant, June 1973 |
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| William Safire, courtesy of Simon & Schuster |
My personal musings as I approach my fifties and beyond. For my posts on books, reading, and my life in the stacks as a school librarian, please visit MoreBooksThanTime.blogspot.com .
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| William F. Buckley, Jr, courtesy of PBS |
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| Cartoon by Oliphant, June 1973 |
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| William Safire, courtesy of Simon & Schuster |
The cardinal waited for a moment
on the trapeze swing
before making a play
flying onto the feeder
next to the dove, who brushed
him away, to find a bug elsewhere.
Meanwhile, a bluejay waited for a moment
in the bare tree above
before making a play
flying onto the slide's end
next to a squirrel, who ignored
him, letting him nab a peanut.
Isaiah 43:18-19: "Forget the former things; do not dwell on the past. See, I am doing a new thing! Now it springs up; do you not perceive it?"
"Every new beginning comes from some other beginning's end." — Seneca
May is a month of transition, especially for educators. The school year is wrapping up; for the oldest students, there is the moving on to the next level. Retirement announcements from across the district arrive daily in our inboxes. Teachers who are staying are told about their assignments for the coming year.
I'm in the retirement group this year.
Someone asked if I was going to have a photo retrospective at my upcoming retirement party. I thought about it for a moment, but decided the effort wasn't worth the emotional return. I am not the same person I was 39 years ago when I started teaching. I am happy to celebrate a three-decade long career, and I am grateful for the experience I've gained along the way. I'm excited to see where this hard-earned knowledge will lead to next. There's more work to be done--I am ready to do a new thing!
There are those in my circles who are facing much more difficult transitions--losing spouses, losing children. Grief isn't prescriptive or linear. The heart will dwell on the past as long as it sees fit. At some point, though, there are beginnings, however bittersweet. First birthdays, holidays, gatherings in this new reality. One foot in the shadow of loss, one foot in the sunshine that springs up, unbidden. You learn to honor the past without dwelling in it.
Today, I'm going to choose to be happy and grateful for the new things on my horizon.
What is ending for you, and what new beginnings does it bring?
What do you wish would end, and what do you wish would come next in your journey?