Tuesday, April 26, 2022

Tuesday Slice/ Verselove: A poem found in my inbox

 

Today's Slice also doubles as a poem for ethicalela.com 's Verselove,
an April poetry writing opportunity for educators.
Dr. Amy Vetter has prompted us by using text at hand to create a found poem.
My lines come from my email inbox this morning.


What I need and should know, from my email inbox

Your weekly progress
Brand new music.

If you’re a bird, I’m a bird
Two types of heartbreaks.

Lingering showers
Warmer days ahead
Are you in need of some Vitamin Sea?

Hurry!
Better sleep is finally here!
Easy overnight breakfast!

50% off books–
Chris, it’s time to make the move.

All members
Need to course correct.

A Note from the Universe
The (real) definition of success
Gratefulness.

Tuesday, April 19, 2022

Tuesday Slice/ Verselove: How to be a butterfly

 

Today's Slice also doubles as a poem for ethicalela.com 's Verselove,
an April poetry writing opportunity for educators.
Sheri Vasinda's prompt is a "how to be" poem, a la Barry Lane,
on an informational topic--a wonderful way to write across the curriculum!
Since I am "midwifing monarchs" on my back patio, facts were easy to come by.


How to Be a Monarch Butterfly

Feel your striated egg
at the base of a milkweed leaf
start to strain as you grow.

Bust out, eat that egg shell
then get to work eating that leaf
Don’t leave that plant–
unless you eat it all,
and move to its sister.

When your skin gets too tight,
molt–and eat that, too.
Do that several times
for a few weeks,
until you feel
the urge to change.

Now you can leave the plant
search for a place to hang out.

Make a little white knot of silk
attach your back end to it
slowly lower yourself, head-down
and arch that back until you make a J.

Relax for a few hours, until….

You feel something inside about to burst.

Skin splitting, wriggle it up and off.
Twirl and wiggle, twirl and wiggle
until that silken cord is strong
and your new green chrysalis
begins to contract, harden
displaying beautiful golden spots.

Hang out, until you feel (again!)
the urge to bust out,
the green now transparent
your dots on display.

Head first, into the world
holding on tight to that empty husk
pumping fluid into those magnificent wings.

And when they are full, and you are ready,
fly off to feed, find a mate and a milkweed plant
and lay some beautiful, tiny, striated eggs.








Thursday, April 14, 2022

Verselove, Day 14: Espadrille wedges

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Andy Schoenborn invites us to write a paragraph about shoes, 
then find the poem that tumbles from the paragraph.
 
Shoes

My aunt bought me my first pair of heels.  It was the summer of '81, and my brother and I were in her care in Los Angeles until our parents followed our move from the Army base in Stuttgart to the one in El Paso. I was barely coming into my own; she nudged me forward with my requests for Sun-In, a cute bikini, and those heels--if you could call them that.  Espadrille wedges, more like, with a cap toe and buckled straps.  The heel was about two inches, if I recall properly, straw-colored because I wasn't one for brights.  I wore them with sundresses, shorts, those flared jeans I could finally fit into, my body stretching skyward and taking the pre-pubescent pudge with it.  I felt six feet tall in those shoes, like I could finally be seen as a whole person, the one developing curves and not just breaking them in class.

Those Heels

My aunt
bought me 
my first
pair of heels,
in the summer
of '81.

I imagine her
thumbing her nose
at her brother, my father,
still in Stuttgart
as he and my mother
packed up our belongings
to move us to El Paso.

I was barely 
coming into my own
that season.

In Los Angeles, I
lounged by my aunt's pool
in the bikini she bought me
Sun-In crisping my hair.

She insisted on the shoes, too.
Espadrille wedges
cap-toed
buckle-strapped
straw-colored
(I wasn't bold enough
for brights, just yet).

I wore them with
sundresses
shorts
those flared jeans
I could finally fit into,
body stretching skyward
taking pre-pubescent pudge with it.

Those extra two inches
made me feel six feet tall
like I could finally be seen
as a whole person
the one developing curves
not just breaking them in class.

Verselove, Day 13: Joy and liberation, five lines at a time

 

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Stacey L. Joy introduced us to Gogyohka, a free-form five line poem.



Joy and Liberation

My joy is wrapped in simpler packages these days
Found in the quiet of predawn
The birds at the feeder
The caterpillars' mysterious metamorphosis
My body moving as I’d like it to.

There are shackles that still bind these days
Bad habits that have to be broken
Gloomy, insecure thinking
Guilt from having too much
Guilt from not doing enough.

Liberation is found in meaningful discourse
Looking for the helpers
Pants that still fit
Folks pointing the way out
Love that doesn’t quit.


Tuesday, April 12, 2022

Tuesday Slice: It isn't over, a COVID diary

Today's Slice also doubles as a poem for ethicalela.com 's Verselove,
an April poetry writing opportunity for educators.
Susie Morice asked us to respond to news of our choice.

Dueling headlines

The “AP Morning Wire” arrives at 0601 sharp
Neat columns of
Headlines and openers to the left
Photos to the right

Third story down
“China closes Guangzhou
to most arrivals
as outbreak spreads”
the words
“major surge”
jump out at me

Sixth story down
“With COVID mission over,
Pentagon plans
for next pandemic”
the article describes
exhausted nurses
overflowing ICUs
as memories
as if COVID is a thing
of the past

as if the story
three sections up
or my own
child’s recovery
doesn’t exist

right now.



Monday, April 11, 2022

Verselove, Day 11: Quirky

 

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Kim Johnson invites us to explore something quirky today.

(I know a library
is supposed to be
quiet, but)
“Students,
push in your
chairs
gather up your
books
and if you line up with
hallway expectations
in place,
I’ll play
the “30-Second
Dance Party”
(ever see a
librarian
bust a dance move
behind the
circ desk?)

Sunday, April 10, 2022

Verselove, Day 10: Ruminate

 

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Margaret Simon's prompt is a "definito", a poem explaining the definition of a word, and ending with it.

Ruminate

The thought repeats
over and over, in my head
like a cow, chewing its cud
over and over
(does it ever swallow?)
considering the problem
from different angles
sometimes just letting it
lie there, tiptoeing around it
peeking as it teases
it won’t let me walk away
and so I am left to ruminate.

Saturday, April 9, 2022

Verselove, Day 9: Birds are so smart

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Dixie Keyes prompts us with bird poems today.


On schooldays
I am up before dawn
before birdsong
dressed for work, I
scoop up birdseed
carry it outside,
around the house
to the feeder hanging
from our children’s old
playscape

Rarely do they visit
before I leave for work.

On weekends
I sleep in a bit
fill the feeder just
as the sun fully rounds
the horizon
and watch, from
the kitchen window,
the morning feast.

A cardinal pair
mourning doves
European starlings
and the raucous bluejays
(I bang the window
to scare away
marauding squirrels)
chickadees
house finches
Bewick’s wrens
and my favorites,
the little tufted titmouse.

Sometimes
I can sit on my patio
and they will visit
mere feet away
having learned that
I mean them no harm–

Soul-filling, that trust.

 

Friday, April 8, 2022

Verselove, Day 8: Tell me without telling me

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Scott McCloskey has prompted us to write a
"tell me without telling me" poem.

It feels, sounds odd
to say that I’ve lived
in one place
for over thirty-five years
when the first twenty-one
were spent here, there
everywhere

Dual birth certificate in hand
father sometimes gone for months
a brother born after a war
a shot record longer than most

First id card at ten
frozen in place at the sound of taps
cadence outside my window
at oh six hundred

In my house, Capodimonte flowers
and parquetry pictures of hillsides
prints of the Eiffel tower
a geisha doll in a glass box
a nutcracker that says
“Made in Western Germany”
Hummels bought from the source

My home is a museum
my friends spread out across the globe
a spark of wanderlust
still throbs in my heart

I cried when I relinquished my
last id card
handing it over to the man
in the office at the gate.

[Tell me you’re a military BRAT without telling me you’re a military BRAT]

Thursday, April 7, 2022

Spiritual Journey Thursday: I bind myself

 

This month, Karen has given us the prompt; what do we bind ourselves to, in this journey of Spirit?  You can read her post here.

To bind oneself to someone, something implies a conscious action, a decision to connect, a reason for that attachment.  It is a one-sided undertaking, when you think about it; whatever it is you are binding yourself to may or may not even be aware, or capable of awareness...it is a decision that is yours, and yours alone.

Karen's prompt immediately made me think of personal values.  Discerning one's values and aligning actions to them have been topics in several books I'm reading for personal growth.  The process is both enlightening and humbling, as I catch myself several times a day acting in ways that truly do not align with what I profess to be my values.  Fortunately (or not), those foibles only impact myself directly.  For example--I say that I value health of body and mind, but my eating and sleeping habits do not support my binding to that value.

Perhaps it is time I focus on binding myself to a Power that is greater than my weak will.

"Today I gird myself
with threefold power,
invocation of the Trinity,
belief in the threeness,
profession of the oneness,
in union with the Creator."
--St Patrick's Breastplate

Wednesday, April 6, 2022

Verselove, Day 6: A story in six lines


Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Mo Daley has given us a cherita to write--
a poem in three stanzas, with 1, 2, 3 lines each.

Now and then, gift tags resurface

Written in my mother’s graceful loops
My husband’s block print, my children’s scrawl

The gifts long forgotten, or used, or stored
But the tags bear the sentiment, tied with heartstrings
Written in defiance of mortality and inevitable change.

Tuesday, April 5, 2022

Tuesday Slice: Battle of the bulge, again

 

I'm doubling up today--using my Verselove poem prompted by ethicalela.com  as my Slice.
Denise gives us these rules for today:
4 syllables in each line
4 lines in each stanza
4 stanzas
Refrain repeated four times in lines 1, 2, 3, 4 of stanzas 1, 2, 3, 4. 
Bonus: Try writing a title in four syllables

Growing Waistline

My pants--too tight
Too many sweets
Too much eating
Without thinking

I eat when stressed
My pants--too tight
I eat when happy
Emotions fed

The first step done
I am aware
My pants--too tight
Action needed

I know what works
Write it all down
(Inconsistent)...
My pants--too tight.

I refuse to buy bigger pants.


Monday, April 4, 2022

Verselove, Day 4: Borrowed lines

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Jennifer Guyor Jowett invites us to take a seed from another poem 
and create our own burrow.


Old friends appear
to urge me on
Not people, but
Methods
Memories
Motivation
We keep thinking that
we need to reinvent
the wheel
But sometimes the old
is just as good as the new
Catch that pendulum
when it swings back to you
It worked for you once;
chances are, it will again.

Sunday, April 3, 2022

Verselove, Day 3: Stolen theme

 

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Today's prompt is:  lift a line, a sentiment, a theme from another author's poem.
I am stealing a theme from Gae Polisner's poem "Renovation", as well as 
Allison Berryhill's "There Goes".

It's only stuff
my head knows that

my head knows that
these memories are just mine

these memories are just mine
no one else will care when I'm gone

no one else will care when I'm gone
instead, they'll be annoyed

instead, they'll be annoyed, because
it's only stuff

and they'll be left to deal with it.

Saturday, April 2, 2022

Verselove, Day 2: What I can't forget, part one

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Today's prompt is:  core memories, based on a mentor poem by Maria Geisbrecht.

What I can't forget, the early years

a recurring childhood dream (nightmare?)
    sitting on the edge of a bottomless pit, legs dangling
    in the backyard of a red brick house
my parents calling me "Tina"
   and the chorus line of a 45 rpm 
   "Tina, the ballerina, the belle of gay Paree"
the feel of a mini dachshund sleeping 
    in the curve of my legs, undercover
    snoring and refusing to let me roll over
the tree that grew sideways in the scrubby forest
    secluded, a place to share secrets
    and the freedom we had to explore
the feeling of being the odd one out
    always the new girl
    always knowing we'd move again
wearing polyester pants
    when everyone else was wearing jeans
    and being shoved against a locker for breaking the curve
my hair turning orange from Sun-In
    getting my first contacts
    that first kiss, ever--I was worthy?
my mother, masterful negotiator
    as my father and I fought before leaving
    his tears as my mother drove me to college.




 

Friday, April 1, 2022

Verselove, Day 1: Rabbit

 

Teacher-writers at ethicalela are sponsoring a month of poetry writing.
All educators can join in, too, at this link!
Today's prompt is:  write an acrostic poem.

Rabbit, rabbit, rabbit
April pops up like a hare in the grass, kicking March aside
Bringing a sense of urgency to each school day
Beyond the normally controlled chaos
Instructor anxiety begins to build, closer and closer to
Testing week.

Rabbit, rabbit, rabbit
April sniffs the air like a nervous bunny, cute 
But on edge, counting calendar days
Budgets must be spent and data must be entered
In a race to the finish
That is still months away.

Rabbit, rabbit, rabbit
April will hop by more quickly than we'd like
Bringing May's immutable demands and deadlines
Bursting with pride or bemoaning lost opportunities
It happens every year, different students, different challenges, yet
The ending never really seems to change.

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